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dairy of a sad boy

    Dear dairy Hi today I really messed up my mother had turned my Pc off. My exams are near and I have to study. I try to do my best but I can’t do it. I think because everyone is de-grading. I try to prove them wrong butt I get depressed due to the constant de-grading. Even my own mother thinks that I will never succeed and I suck. Due to this I am now to not affected by the de-grading and like to stay to myself and not express anything. My teacher doesn’t understand what I am trying to say and just blame me, he call’s my mom in front of everyone and humiliates me. Sometimes I think what if my uncle was here nothing like this would ever happen. I am tired of life and sometimes I want to just fall of the roof and wish that all this is over. I just want this to be over we don’t meet anyone. I think that maybe if I was not alive would it make a change. It probably wouldn’t even matter. Mabey they would only be happier. It is not my fault that I can’t learnt or am not fast l...